Tuesday, March 30, 2010

1+0+0 = 100

"Time doesn't prove our love, we did proved our love. This blog is about a couple having their own life during a long distance relationship. We both have feelings for each other but we are forced by circumstance to live apart. However, it isn't the ending of our relationship. In other way, it is another new starts for us to know each other deeply. Little boy a guy with a heart of strongly believe in long distance relationship. Little girl a girl who lose confident easily but yet trying her best to keep this relationship warm willingly."

I do really believe we could spend this hard time and proved our love. And i weren't doubt myself about my decision to get together in the beginning. The reality burden and pressure were beat me up and forced me to break my own promised and commitment. But i was realised that sometimes a decision may make myself feel better in a very short period, or maybe a few month but end up regreting for the decision. And end up everything is too late and only loneliness left beside me. I deserved to get all these consequences. Nomatter what, i always hope u live better than anyone else beoz u deserved to get it.

Today is the first 100days we broke up with each other but the happiness time with you always keep inside the deepest of my heart.^^

Thursday, March 25, 2010

StreeSSsssss

Recently i been really stressed out. There are lots of stuff are waiting me to solve, to settle, to plan and to do. Sometimes really thought of giving up and run away from here. BUT the cruel of reality has brought me all the way from my dream back to NOW. Some crazy thought always ran through my insane mind, if i didn't took this F**king course, i might be having my paradise now. Hope someone mind spare his or her little time for me to destress me.

THINGS TO BE DONE!!!!!!
1. My assignment with 50% out of 10 credits hand in on this coming friday. Lucky i m done.
2. Plan a two weeks europe trip for my family and relative. This really stressed me out bcoz this time the plan is organize just by myself. I hope i will complete it with a good plan.
3. Final year report!!! Haven't started a single word for that. And added up with two scary presentation on end of April.
4. Examination with 6 papers on second week of May. Really hope i have enough time to study all these shit!!!!
5. Apply job!! have no idea yet!!

p/s to my parents: I swear to whatever it blessing me, i will really really put my 100% efford and try my best to complete all these tasks. Nomatter what the results, PLEASE forgive me.HAHA

LET'S ROLL IT BABY!!!!!